Project Me!!!

Well my best friend put photos of everyone from the past up via facebook (and fortunately has not tagged me yet)and my hair and clothes style is awful!!! (and my eyebrows and everything else!)

So I know it has been what 6 years since the photos but my hair does actually need a good damn cut!!! Its quite short at the moment- and no matter what length I have it it just seems to go out of control and its just sooooo thick it doesn't do as its told. I'm thinking of growing it out a tad- but obs I need it nice whilst I am growing it out so here are a couple of realistic options (i dunno why stylists put hair styles up which clearly no one in their right mind would have their hair styled as!)

1.

A possibilty- basically the same as now but the fringe would be long and i dont really fancy a long fringe!

2.

Maybe- I've taken this to the hairdressers before but i think the fringe part would be hard to style and also my layers aren't very long....so I'm guessing this is a no.

3.

Possibly...but I dunno... its nice don't get me wrong. Maybe...

4.

This is an interesting and an unusual one> f course this would require a considerable amount of wax!!!! and its not that great in the morning.

Well the internet sucks when it comes to looking for a short hairstyle I have to say... and it doesnt help that har magazines are full of model haircuts rather than everyday haircuts!!! and its expensive too!!

Who knows maybe this easter ill go to this guy in Tonic and get him to just randomly cut my hair in his vision...he said he could see me with short hair a while ago....but maybe its too short now to do anything with!!!

Anyways now matter what hairstyle I get I need it not too short cause i wanna grow it out to a nice little bob- which means im gonna have to throw-away my babyliss straightners and get some GHD's or something.

> Here's hoping September 2011!




(and before you ask no im now japanese but these were the nicest bob hairstyles i could find!)

Peace out dudes!

x x x

Feeling like bleurgh recently.

Well I'm guessing everyone has days when they are feeling 'bleurgh'- and yes it is a real word! But according to an online dictionary it is not. So now I will give it meaning. "Refers to when one is feeling down in the dumps and a bit sad (boo-hoo not pathetic)and therefore listens to, consistently, pop songs from the 90's and early noughties." Well in my case thats what I do currently listening to Five: Everybody get up singing...wow I really have no life do I? (though it is 1 in the morning).

So yea about a week ago i was feeling pretty happy with myself- you know, socialising a bit more, going out, feeling confident about my 30 minute, happy in my accomodation, happy about next year,sunshine, flattered with two 'interests', (it rarely happens in my world).

And then boom! The inner scriptwriter just isn't feeling it...today, or yesterday or even the day before. So my 30 min has come to a standstill- and now we have an essay and SiP to be also worrying about as well as typing up notes and trying to sort out contract for a house/flat next year- just sort of builds up without you really noticing you know what I mean?

And then one interest hasn't been in contact with you for nearly 2 weeks after probably a good week of daily contact and then he sorts of disappears- now dont go thinkin im the kind of girl who after one encounter gets obsessed with a guy cause i dont- i rarely go for guys but it was nice talking to him- and maybe im over analysing things like i always do and maybe he still hasnt got internet or whatever and plus he has exams....i know EXACTLY what you are thinking.... WAY OVER ANALYSING things- but it would be nice to hear from him cause he is a nice guy and a nice friend.
The othe guy well was asking inciteful questions about myself (yet againa first for me) and it was like hmmm interesting....he walked me to my bus stop and everything.... and then we went out the other day and he just didnt bother- and once again i hear you asking did i? no cause i am shy and nervous...and ill try and conquer that before second year- second chances and all that jazz.

And then i feel tired all the time and my cold seems to be going and then not going...and then its all like bleurgh....you know. Sometimes all I need is a good hug- even if its from a random stranger or someone i barely know. I think everyone needs that- and to hug a stranger is one of my things i wanna do before i am thirty! yes i know... dunno when ill do it but ill do it!

But yes... now I am ready to go home for Easter- train tickets are booked (ive wasted £10 but still its fine- could of brought 10 boxes of limited edition toy story three cereals but whatever...) and to see my Bobby...ive missed him loads... and more so than ever now- I look forward to 4 solid months of walks, treats and photo time with him. Yes its going to be a good summer- i have it all planned out.

Anyways going to go to sleep now because i know i have to get up in the morning and i know i have to do a list at some point for our script production and i promise you the next blog will be a much much much happier one!

x x x

30 things by 30.

Just done some Yoga and now listening to some lovely music- and i am feeling content and happy and I just decided to write a list of 30 things i want to do/achieve by the time I am 30 years old!!!

1. Own one of those antique and lush Grandfather Clocks.

2. Have sex.

3. Say I Love you and mean it (and have them say it back and mean it.)

4. Own a Bulldog called Abe.

5. Own a Springer called Huckleberry.

6. Own a Komondor called Obea.

7. Be really knowledgable about dogs in every aspect.

8. Go to at least ONE England (World Cup) Match.

9. Go to at least ONE Bristol City Football Match.

10. Write and illustrate a Childrens book.

11. Write a complete series of a childrens T.V. show- whether its 'Everyone Hates You' I think I am writing for my dissertation or something else.

12. Learn to ice-skate and some tricks.

13. Do a wheelie on a bike!

14. Learn to skate (normal concrete skating)

15. Paint loads and get one of my ideas out there! (M)

16. Read all my books I have possessed over the years!

17. Naked Moon Dance!

18. Swim with Seals.

19. Visit ALL the Zoos in Britain!

20. Began my 'planned' road trip all over Britain (combine this with 19)

21. Be super bendy via Yoga.

22. Learn the Saxophone.

23. Learn another language.

24. Karaoke!!! (in front of strangers!)

25. Hug a random stranger!

26. Fix and do up Mums Garden for her :)

27. Get on a random bus and get off at the last stop and stay there for at least 5 days!

28. Race For Life

29. Jump off a cliff into the sea!

30. Watch the sun rise.

So thats it!!! I'll be ticking and updating as things will HOPEFULLY happen for me!!!

The next 9 years I have to make the most of because I know by the time I reach about 32 or a bit older I'll probably have to fall into the same routine as everyone else- and thats gonna be a whole new adventure: Career, marriage, children, growing old.... so much to do! (things in bold i REALLY want to do!)

x x x

Top 50/Fav Feel Good Songs.

Well I sit here trying to write my 30 minute script but keep getting distracted by old Feel Good Songs on the internet!!! I am coming towards the end of a cold and am a little bit tired and it is a lush beautiful sunny day and these songs seem appropriate!

And then I thought, EVERYONE gets groggy days or happy days to which they just wanna dance stupidly all over the place!! (Which I am not doing right this second.)

So I decided to let you know what my top fav Feel Good Songs are!! These are not in logical order cause they are all just darn amazing!!!

1. Send Me on My Way. Rusted Root. Everyone I have ever met loves this song and I'm pretty sure when they hear it, even if it is just for one day want to be a care-free hippy.

2. Barking at the Moon. Jenny Lewis. From Disney's Bolt. There really is no place like the one you've got.

3. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun. Cyndi Lauper. More for the girls than for the boys- an oldie- and just gets all the girls together and laughing and stuff :)

4. Livin On a Prayer. Bon Jovi. Another oldie- a brilliant master piece- everyone knows this one too!!!

5. Heaven is a Halfpipe. OPM. I know its about death but there is just something about it that makes my mind slow down everything- and makes me wanna grow wings and be invisible and fly all around the world...consumption is a mysterious thing.

6. Queen. Just A Bit of Magic. Highlander thing and Queen are epic!

7. Counry Roads. Olivia Newton. Not the original I know but one of my fav adaption of it. Plus it links on to....

8. Grease Megamix!!!! Woo hoo!!!! John Travolta and Olivia Newton. Gets the boys and the girls singing like no tomorow.

9. Soaring. Sydney Forest. (Kiki's Delivery Service.) Being at uni this is an awesome song as it like no matter what happens you can soar higher and higher- just gotta keep at it!

10. I'm Gonna Fly. Sydney Forest. (Kiki's Delivery Service.) Same reason as above. Really for the end of the final year- you've achieved something- now lets begin the next stage of life!

11. Brown Eyed Girl. Van Morrison. My sister has big brown eyes and it reminds me of how long her and her boyfriend have been going for- good rolemodel!

12. If We Ever Meet Again. Timbaland Ft Katy Perry. Just pure awesomeness and i can listen to it for hours and hours on end!

13. Unchanging Things. Oku Hanako. It is Japanese song from The Girl Who Leapt Through Time. And it is just amazing- particularly if you know the translations- no I dont speak Japanese but youtube has the song with lyrics and combine it with the awesome scene this song goes with and the ENTIRE MOVIE- it is just epic and awesome!

14. Totoro. Sonya Issacs. Just such a nice song to finish the Movie off with- there are 3 different versions of it- this artist being my fav!

15. MmmpBop! Hanson Brothers. Absolutely love this song- makes no sense but reminds me of old times!

16. Alright. Supergrass. Epic and a classic! Always on my playlists no matter what- good for rainy days too! specially the winter cause then its like a ong which tells you what to do in the summer.

17. We Will Rock You! Queen. Clap your hands and rock out people!

18. Lean On Me. Bill Withers. Pure Brilliance!

19. What A Wonderful World. Joey Ramone. Prefer this to the original I'm afraid.

20. Here Comes the Sun. Sheryl Crow. (Bee Movie) Me and my Best Friends Song. Good times!

21. 500 Miles. The Proclaimers. Rose Nose Day- Charity- Happy bouncy times- what more can you ask for?

22. Black Bird. The Wurzels! North Somerset Style!! We totally rock as Farmers!

23. Atmosphere. Russell Abbot. Very old song which brings back so many memories of me and my cousins at my Grandads!!!

24. When The Going Gets Tough. Billy Ocean. EDD THE DUCK!!!!

25. Truly Madly Deeply Remix. Cascada. Everyone loves this song!!!!! Everyone knows the words (not too many words to remember to be fai but still..)

26. California Dreamin'. The Corrs and The Mamas and Papas. Both are such amazing songs/versions!!! Not the most happiest song in terms of content- but i like swaying my head to it!

27. Breathless. The Corrs. Reminds me of good old sunny days in Weston Super Mare.

28. Cotton Eye Joe. Rednex. Old song- And I know the country dance to it as well! XD

29. We Are Golden. Mika. One of my fav artists- Everything by him is just pure solid gold!

30. 19-2000 (SoulChild remix). Gorillaz. Again pure solid gold. And its a lot older than I thought. And I keep forgetting how old I was in 2000 and how old I am now in 2010! Scary!

31. I Saved the World Today. Eurythmics. Very old- reminds me of TAPES and when CDs did not exist!

32. Stand By Me. Timon and Pumbaa. Good song- good times at my Grandads again!

33. Jump. Pointer Sisters. I discovered this through Love Actually WAAAAAAYYYYYY back in 2001....oh my....

34. Beach Boys. God Only Knows. Yet Again discovered via Love Actually- may be a short song but its a nice endearing song- appreciate faily more.

35. Spice Up Your Life. Spice Girls. I made up a dance for this and if it ever comes on in Lava I'm giving it everything I've got!

36. All Star. Smash Mouth. SHREK!!!!! (i thought the lyrics were her finger up her bum- eh what can you do?)

37. S-Club. S-Club 7. I made up a dance and everyone followed! Follow the Leader!

38. Man I Feel Like A Woman. Shania Twain. 'Woman I feel like a man'- best quote ever!

39. BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! BOOM! Vengaboys. Torquay Fairground!

40. Doctor Jones. Aqua. Just love them to bits anyways!!! corny and so bad...but so good! Bit like chocolate really!

41. Saturday Night. Whigfield. Yes I also know the moves to this song as well. If you are like me and have a weird memory which remembers lines from movies, songs nd their dances then it makes agreat work out!

42. Teenage Dirtbag. Wheatus. OBSESSION during the noughties!

43. Ce'la Vi. BeWitched. lol fake irish dancing......FAIL! XD

44. Move Along. The All American Rejects. When things look bad and feel shit- what do you do?

45. Heaven is a Place On Earth. Belinda Carlisle. Reminds me of the holiday resort Ruda- when it was good- now it is shockingly shit.

46. They'll Soon Discover. The Shins. SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!!

47. I Wish I Was A Punkrocker. Sandi Thom. Just lovely and beautiful.

48. Thousand Miles. Vanessa Carlton. WHITE CHICKS!!!! Am I the only one who loved this movie?!

49. Bend and Break. Keane. My fav song by them. No one really can understand the words- i think i know them now thanks to youtube and lyrics!!!

50. Spirit Fingers. Bring It On. SPIRIT FINGERS AND A HELL OF A LOT OF THRUSTING!!!!! heee hee heee XD

There are many more but I Can't be bothered to write them down or can't remember them!

x x x