Becoming Nocturnal.

Hello basically I've had a whole week of 'Reading Week' this week and to be fair I have'nt done anything- unless you count facebook?

It's been a very long slow boring week for myself (if somewhat a bit lonely). Most days I've spent in my room, watching stuff on the internet and occasionally getting off my butt to cook a meal or go to ASDA for something or other. To top it off i've been staying up until 6-8 in the morning and then sleeping till 4 in the afternoon making me officially nocturnal by the end of this week. But I think my body clock has finally decided to try and go back to normal- its 3 in the morning and I feel rather sleepy- maybe its the nice calming relaxing music i found on youtube or maybe its because I havent had an undisturbed sleep this week- whether its my lovely and loud housemates or a hoover or my phone ringing or door banging or something or other.

Anyways I have decided I have had enough of a long break- I'll be having a jobless relaxing drinking 3 and a half weeks of Christmas anyway! :3 (involving a winter wedding, 3 or 4 christmas dinners, family and friends and of course spending time with my much beloved and old dog Bobby!)

This week is a healthy week, no crisps or chocolate this week- fruit and normal tea- no snacking either- once I achieved this with no mars bars for 2 weeks do I know it is possible.

Once i've tackled this I want to join a few club after xmas- i was gonna go sailing but as time goes on its seems to be less appealing and really not worth the travel to get there to be fair (70 for 9 weeks, 3 pound for travel every week and id have to getup mega early- plus with a new time table coming up where I have lectures every day i dont think day clubs will be such a great idea!

So I'm thinking kick-boxing; to help my defence cause a lot of people in my flat and floor are getting beaten up or involved in some fights and i want to protect them as well as myself! And also to build up some confidence; I have been really unsociable for about 3 weeks now (though someone did knock my confidence a bit though this was a while ago- im willing to let it go but to be fair i think our friendship which was going quite well wont be the same again and probably wont rebuild- i doubt after this year ill see him/her again)
It's not that I dont care or dont want to make friends; when I do I'm the biggest gob in England! it's just I have troubling coming up with an interesting conversation; I'm pretty lame and boring with my life so far- ive never travelled the world or done anything extreme or whatever; I not complaining though cause I'm quite content with the smaller things in life such as walks, listening to the wave on the beach; too cold for that at the moment; reading, watching a film, spending time with my family and closet friends; listening to different music from everyone else- I quite like being unique and different- such as not being into the most popular thing a.k.a the new Harry Potter films; i was never taken by the books though some of the films are quite good my fav being the prisoner of azkaban cause of the soul eating creatures; mythological creatures interest me! Plus I'm not what you call a typical girl, i dont care much about my hair- i quite like changing the colour of it often, but not too often cause i dont want my hair falling out!- at the mo it is a dark purlple with each wash it is becoming lighter- before I come back to Bournemouth i may ask a proper hairdresser if i can dye it a beautiful and bright red! That ought to turn a few heads XD.
And im not too concerned with makeup; the only reason i wear foundation is to hide my spots and dark circles which are constant and persistently under my eyes! Only time i do is for a special occasion or going out. So most of the time I'll be wandering around with no makeup on!
I like being different, i have a mixture of musical interests; more say of song favs rather than bands or groups, though i have taken a liking to the wurzels (obviously just because they are awesome!), within temptation and Mika. Otherwise im pretty much open to most things, but i have a tendency to express my opinion too much making me very much opinionated; im sorry if i bug people by doing this but this is who i am; i cant change.
And i certainly dont care about clothes- im happy with hoodies and jeans wearing the occasional skirt at do's etc. So yea a rant about me and whats on my mind right this moment and I feel better I have it off my chest!

Anyways less than 4 weeks to Christmas so wednesday I have to do a bit of Christmas shopping; for me Ma, me Pa, me Sis, me BFF and who ever i have in secret santa. Dont expect much guys because me and money are a bad combination specially as a student now!

Feeling better now; I've talked to a few people; listening to calming music and im feeling really drained right now.

Just a presentation to sort out and do some own work on scripts and stories and that which i may put up here- but then there is the case of copy-right-infringement and stuff- meh if i catch anyone doing so sue sue time!

Anyways I shall and love you and leave you (if anyone actually reads this) sorry its a long one but hey i have a lot on my mind right now. Speak to you soon.

x x x